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Tami Simon:<\/b> Welcome to <\/span>Insights at the Edge<\/span><\/i>, produced by Sounds True. My name is Tami Simon, I\u2019m the founder of Sounds True, and I\u2019d love to take a moment to introduce you to the new Sounds True Foundation. The Sounds True Foundation is dedicated to creating a wiser and kinder world by making transformational education widely available. We want everyone to have access to transformational tools such as mindfulness, emotional awareness, and self-compassion regardless of financial, social, or physical challenges. The Sounds True Foundation is a nonprofit dedicated to providing these transformational tools to communities in need, including at-risk youth, prisoners, veterans, and those in developing countries. If you\u2019d like to learn more or feel inspired to become a supporter, please visit SoundsTrueFoundation.org.<\/span><\/p>\n

You\u2019re listening to <\/span>Insights at the Edge<\/span><\/i>. Today, my guest is Tara Brach. Tara Brach is a beloved meditation teacher who\u2019s been practicing and teaching meditation since 1975. She has a PhD in clinical psychology, is the founder of the Insight Meditation Community of Washington, DC, and is the author of <\/span>Radical Acceptance<\/span><\/i>, <\/span>Radical Compassion<\/span><\/i>, <\/span>True Refuge<\/span><\/i>, and the new book with Sounds True called <\/span>Trusting the Gold<\/span><\/i>. Tara\u2019s weekly podcasts of talks and meditations are downloaded more than three million times each month, and I can tell you that\u2019s a lot of downloads for a podcast for talks and meditations.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Tara Brach has also partnered with Sounds True and Jack Kornfield to create the Awareness Training Institute. Through the Awareness Training Institute, Tara and Jack offer a seven-week online mindfulness training called <\/span>The Power of Awareness<\/span><\/i>.<\/span><\/p>\n

They also teach a two-year online training program for people who graduate from the <\/span>Power of Awareness<\/span><\/i> and want to move on and become Mindfulness Meditation teachers. It\u2019s called <\/span>The Mindfulness Meditation Teacher\u2019s Certification Program<\/span><\/i>. You can learn more about the Awareness Training Institute in Tara Brach\u2019s new book, <\/span>Trusting the Gold<\/span><\/i>, at SoundsTrue.com. In this conversation with Tara, we get right into it. What is the trance of unworthiness? How do we work with our most difficult emotions, those feelings of shame, that sense of being unlovable? As a gateway, Tara calls it a portal, to actually discover what in us is gold, what in us is beautiful and pure and loving and kind. Here\u2019s our conversation on <\/span>Trusting the Gold<\/span><\/i>.<\/span><\/p>\n

Tara, I\u2019m so happy and honored to have this chance to talk to you about your new book, <\/span>Trusting the Gold: Uncovering Your Natural Goodness<\/span><\/i>. It\u2019s a collection of some of your favorite stories and quotes that you refer to in your teachings and talks. I wanted to start by talking about the title, <\/span>Trusting the Gold<\/span><\/i>. I know there\u2019s a story that goes along with the title. Let\u2019s start there.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Tara Brach:<\/b> Yes. It\u2019s a story that actually I tell a lot because it has had such an imprint on me. In Thailand, for centuries, there is this enormous clay Buddha statue that wasn\u2019t particularly attractive, but people just loved it for its staying power through the centuries\u2014six centuries, actually. In recent years, and I think it was in the late \u201850s, the statue started to crack because of the extended drought. One enterprising monk shined a light into the cracks of the plaster clay, and what gleamed back was gold, this shine of gold, and they undid what turned out to be just coverings. It was the largest gold statue of the Buddha in Southeast Asia, and people come from all over now to look at it.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

But here\u2019s what\u2019s so interesting to me. The monks believe, and historians actually confirm this, that the Buddha was covered over with plaster and clay to protect it from invading armies, protect it from being stolen or destroyed, desecrated, much in the same way that we humans cover over our innate purity to try to get by.<\/span><\/p>\n

We live in difficult environments for many, many reasons, and so we take on our defenses and our aggressions, our way of proving ourselves and just navigating with the ego, and we forget who\u2019s really there. And that\u2019s where the suffering is. It\u2019s not that we have coverings\u2014that\u2019s part of the natural way that we develop defenses and so on. But it\u2019s that we forget the gold. We forget the love and the awareness that\u2019s intrinsic. We forget who\u2019s looking through the mask. And so I think of this\u2014it captures, in a way, the whole path of waking up. We\u2019re waking up to remember and realize and trust the gold, and then include the coverings with a very healing compassion.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> That\u2019s interesting, this notion of including the coverings. I think a lot of times, we want to get rid of what we see as those coverings, those parts of ourselves that we don\u2019t like very much that seemed in the way of our pure essence. That seems like a different turn.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>It is a different turn because the idea is we need some coverings. It\u2019s just not being identified with them, so that if we\u2019re present and kind toward them\u2014let\u2019s say I feel like I\u2019m being aggressive or judgmental and un-present and kind toward that. It becomes more porous, so I can still remember who I am and then sense, OK, well what degree of assertiveness is needed, so we\u2019re not trying to get rid of as much as come into a wise relationship with.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> OK. Well, Tara, let\u2019s talk directly that person who says the part of me that feels just unlovable, unworthy\u2014you teach and write about the \u201ctrance of unworthiness\u201d\u2014someone who, right now listening to this, feels they\u2019re in a trance of unworthiness. They don\u2019t identify with that being a covering. They\u2019re like, I am not worthy. That\u2019s how it is. How do they move to a place of experiencing that as a covering and not actually the reality of the situation?<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>Yes, and that is the suffering of it. What I call the trance of unworthiness is that we believe and feel in our bodies something\u2019s wrong, that something\u2019s wrong with me, like an intrinsic sense of being flawed. The pathway is training our attention, and that puts so much emphasis on mindfulness. Mindfulness means that in the moment you\u2019re aware of the beliefs and feelings going on, that more of you is inhabiting the awareness and is not so caught in the wave. You\u2019re the ocean and you\u2019re not so caught in it. So the more we become more mindful of the patterns, and the more we become kindly toward them, the more we rest in something larger and start trusting that is more the truth of who we are than the waves.<\/span><\/p>\n

I use ocean waves a lot, Tami, because it\u2019s not\u2014every metaphor\u2019s very imperfect\u2014but I think we can almost get an embodied sense of the more whole we feel, the more we\u2019re inhabiting the fullness of awareness. The more we can see the passing nature of, OK, this is a flaring up of addictive tendency or this is a flaring up of being judgmental or this is a flaring up of fear, and not feel like it defines us. That\u2019s where the shift comes in. Learning, really, to offer mindfulness and compassion to the changing waves.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> Now, we each might identify our own way of how we fall into the trance of unworthiness. Do you think it\u2019s important to understand what the early experiences are, what happened in the first few years of our life that created these? You said these coverings are natural. Do you think we need to understand, do that investigative, archeological work to know how this occurred, how this continual vulnerability to this type of wave pattern occurred\u2014or you don\u2019t really need to know the \u201cwhy\u201d?<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>There\u2019s a certain amount of understanding, both how we got messaged in our early life, how we got treated because we ended up telling ourselves what others told us, and we end up treating ourselves like others treat us. There\u2019s a certain value to that, but I\u2019ll even go beyond that. There\u2019s a certain value to sensing how things get passed through the generations, the way we are shaped by other generations. There\u2019s a real value to sensing how society is shaping our behaviors, our attitudes. I love the saying that we\u2019re not thinking our own thoughts. We\u2019re thinking society\u2019s thoughts. The reason that that kind of understanding is part of being freer is it helps us to get: it\u2019s not our fault. That the suffering or the things we don\u2019t like got shaped by forces that are outside of who we are.<\/span><\/p>\n

When we can see that, when we can see how past generations were traumatized, when we can see how society is just absolutely fueling overconsumption, or fueling ideas of how bodies should be, and then we realize we\u2019re hating our bodies because we are programmed to hate our bodies. I name that one because it was really helpful for me. I had, probably since my late teens, an eating disorder and a sense of body dysmorphia and self-aversion for my body that I struggled with over a decade and a half. It was very much a part of a culture that says women should have this kind of a body, and if we don\u2019t match what the culture says, then we end up hating ourselves. I think getting the societal impacts or what our caregivers did, past generations, all helps us to not take it as personally. It\u2019s not an intrinsic flaw. It\u2019s part of the conditioning, and if it\u2019s conditioning, we can alter that conditioning in how we treat ourselves.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> Would you be willing, Tara, to share more from your own? Let\u2019s go ahead with the multigenerational inherited conditioning that you\u2019ve really had to work with in your life and that journey for you.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>Sure. I\u2019m glad to. I was very close with my mother growing up. I was the first child. She was alcoholic, she was depressed, and her mother was very depressed. I don\u2019t know about the addictions in past generations, but that was the case, and I couldn\u2019t save her. I couldn\u2019t make her better, and so I ended up feeling the sense of powerlessness to help, letting somebody else down, something\u2019s wrong with me for not making her feel better, which carries over. It\u2019s a tendency, this real pain in disappointing others. She, by the grace of AA and other factors, actually pulled out and [experienced a] tremendous amount of healing, but that was after I left for college. That was one piece.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Then my father, a civil rights attorney, a passionate do-gooder, idealistic\u2014and the message there was make a difference, contribute. And I grew up feeling never enough. It\u2019s like it didn\u2019t matter what I did, especially to do with the suffering around us. It needed to be more because he was so one-pointed. That\u2019s just an example of how the messages got implanted in me and just created a real deep sense of deficiency.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> I want to talk specifically about that not-enough-ness, and I want to talk about that because it\u2019s something I know well, and also I know it and I see it in many of my friends. There\u2019s this sense that, at the nervous system level, deep down in us, there\u2019s this \u201cyou can\u2019t really rest, you can\u2019t really trust the gold completely and relax.\u201d You always have to have, somehow, the sense of there\u2019s some hill I have to climb, something I have to do, whether it\u2019s for my own \u2026 It feels so deep in, as I said, in our nervous system. I\u2019m curious how you\u2019ve been able to break through that into more of, if you have, into a feeling of real restfulness.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>Yes. I love the word enough-ness or all-right-ness because it is a space outside of that conditioning. It feels to me to be society-wide. It\u2019s almost\u2014there\u2019s capitalism that always requires growing and accumulating more. It feels very much like a part of a grasping culture that we always have to be more and do more and produce more to be OK. Then of course, some of us grew up in families where the caregivers, the messenger, our caregivers really directly linked with the kind of response we get whether we are lovable or whether we\u2019re respectable.<\/span><\/p>\n

So, so many of us have our basic worth linked to our external doings. And \u201cenough\u201d meaning it could be in the spiritual way\u2014kind enough or it could be having done enough for the world. Or it could be the more materialistic accumulated enough, or look good enough, or have enough of an intelligence. But we have all these standards that we\u2019re always measuring against, and it\u2019s exhausting. I mean, it\u2019s really exhausting, that \u201cnot enough,\u201d because it keeps on fueling the stress that makes us have to do more, so we get identified as a human doing, as they say, not a being.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> Then in your own experience, breaking this pattern that we both, for many of us, inherited from our families, or it was our coping strategy in our families to get love, and then also the cultural interject, but let\u2019s move out of it, Tara.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>I\u2019m on for that. Cheers. I watched it for a lot of years, I mean, because as you say, it\u2019s very embodied. It\u2019s in the body in a painful way. I would see how I would do things, and I would do the things that look like it would make me enough. Let\u2019s say our teacher workshop, and people would light up, and I\u2019d see a lot of transformation. I\u2019d come home and a couple of minutes later, I\u2019d be looking at my to-do list because I had to keep on fueling that I was enough with the next thing I would do. Just literally, the glow would last for a few minutes of enough-ness, so it was very hitched and temporary. I remember one of those times coming back and then meditating and asking myself, OK, so what would be enough? I let my imagination really go wild with how much I contribute and do and help people, and how kind and patient I\u2019ve been, the whole thing. And I realize none of the externals would actually leave me feeling enough because I\u2019d still have the next day that I\u2019d have to go do it again in some way.<\/span><\/p>\n

That enough-ness didn\u2019t have to do with that. It really had to do with the quality of here and now presence. That right in this moment, there can be a sense of wholehearted, really fully right here, really engaged with what\u2019s right here. In these moments, there\u2019s a wholeness, there\u2019s enough, and it doesn\u2019t mean not to do the good things. It just means to rest our roots of sensing goodness in the presence that\u2019s here, not in any of the doings.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> This word gold, trusting the gold, is it fair to say that another way to talk about this gold, because you told the story of the gold Buddha statue, but it is the here now presence that that\u2019s what we\u2019re coming into to trust, that\u2019s the gold. I\u2019m asking, is that a fair thing to say?<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>Yes, the gold, I would describe the gold \u2026 I mean, the Buddhist would say it\u2019s Buddha nature or true nature. The gold is the fundamental or primordial awareness, the basic awareness that\u2019s here, and it has flavors and expresses like a gem, multi-faceted. The gold gets expressed as gratitude, the gold gets expressed as love or as compassion or as wisdom. So there are different expressions. Each of our body minds has different ways of expressing that basic presence. I\u2019d say the most fundamental expression would be love, so that\u2019s the gold, yes.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> I wanted to ask you more about this word \u201ctrusting\u201d also, because I think for a lot of people like, yes, trust the compassion, the love, the kindness and then get screwed over\u2014something like that. Trusting is not necessarily something that, for some of us, we feel it\u2019s worked out so great. I\u2019m curious what you might say about that.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>Let\u2019s say our intention is trusting the goodness or the gold in ourselves and each other. And then in some way, we\u2019re not paying attention to how that person\u2019s patterning might just really injure us, so clearly that\u2019s not what it means. In fact, I think often about \u2026 I had this supervisor when I was getting licensed as a psychologist who\u2019s a consummate therapist, I mean, just beautiful. He had this capacity to see the gold and mirror it back. He really let people know he saw their light, their spirit, their goodness in these particular expressions. And people would, in that way, be very undefended with him, and then they could ally together to look at how the coverings were creating pain and harm for themselves or others, and he was extraordinarily astute at seeing the coverings.<\/span><\/p>\n

It wasn\u2019t like seeing the gold blocked him from recognizing the different patterns that we have that get us in trouble. It actually made it possible for him to be with others, and I\u2019m assuming himself, and bring that healing presence to the coverings that actually allows the coverings to transform. So I hope that gives a sense of it, because it\u2019s not a blind na\u00efve thing. It\u2019s all-inclusive.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> Interesting. The gold you write about, this power of seeing, you called the secret beauty in people or secret beauty. What\u2019s your inner posture that enables you to be able to do that?<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>It is a practice, because I think so often of the negativity bias that has us fixate on the coverings. Yes, what I\u2019ll do, whether\u2014sometimes I\u2019m with the person, sometimes I\u2019m not, is know that\u2019s an intention, to see who\u2019s there. Some part of me is asking questions like, who are you really and what do you really care about, what really matters to your heart? What do you long for? What do you love? I have an inquiry about who that person really is, and in a deep way, what is that that\u2019s looking back at me through those eyes, just really sensing. It\u2019s the same sentient\u2014as I look at you, it\u2019s the same awareness filtered through all sorts of different conditionings. And so that really helps me, but it\u2019s an active inquiry, Tami, that I actually have to have in my mind to explore. Then another level of it is, as I see that goodness, is there a way for me to let this person know? That\u2019s part of it as an act of loving, that I see the goodness and I mirror it.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> That\u2019s a beautiful practice, I think, for any of us.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>There\u2019s a trick that I also use when I can see, is I\u2019ll sometimes look and ask myself what\u2019s the color of this person\u2019s eyes, because as we know, whether we believe it, the eyes are the window of the soul. There\u2019s something about looking attentively at another person\u2019s eyes that I feel like it is a springboard into feeling the sentient that\u2019s there.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> Now, Tara, I wanted to ask you a little bit more about you, if that\u2019s OK, and your own formation. It was interesting to know more about your family. Then I\u2019ve read that you joined an ashram for quite a long period in your life, and I\u2019m curious to know more about that. What was the inspiration to live in an ashram, and then why did you leave?<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>I joined because I was becoming more and more aware that there was a larger reality, a larger truth than the cocoon of thoughts and beliefs and so on I was in. And that was … I mean, I started realizing that the more I\u2019d be in nature, the more I\u2019d do yoga. Psychedelics helped to shake loose some of the moorings. Part of it was just this, that\u2019s always been with me, this inquiry like what is true. Part of it is this longing for communion, for love. They go hand in hand. Letting go of the separateness. And I found it as I got a taste of ashram life, before I moved in in the chanting, the yoga, the meditation, living in community, so I was drawn. It was really loving truth, loving love. My personality type is throwing myself in, so when I taste something that has some magic to it, I really go for it.<\/span><\/p>\n

I joined, and as it turns out, the kind of ashram I joined was very, very vigorous. We\u2019d get up at three-thirty in the morning and do two-and-a-half hours of <\/span>S\u0101dhan\u0101<\/span><\/i>, of spiritual practice, and work all day at the family businesses, and do some more meditation, and then start all over. It was very idealistic. The sense of we were serving the world\u2014that really resonated. The intensity did arouse a lot of beautiful altered states. I mean, I learned how to concentrate and get really, really still, and feeling peace and bliss and love and harmony. It really worked on that level. It was also perfect for a Type A personality that it also had a rigidity, and that ended up the shadow of it, Tami, is of course why I left, which is that it was very hierarchical, patriarchal, it\u2019s very perfectionistic. We\u2019re really trying to perfect ourselves, which played right into my trance of unworthiness because I could never be enough.<\/span><\/p>\n

That atmosphere allowed for abuse, it allowed for abuse. It happened to me. I was abused emotionally. It happened to others. I witnessed it. The national leader was an abusive personality type. I mean, he hurt people. Between that sexual abuse of young women, criminal activity\u2014that was a strong shadow and I left. But I did get\u2014it was hard, by the way, to leave ten years and this is my family\u2014I did get a lot in training my heart and mind in certain ways. But it was a harmful container after a while, very clearly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> As someone myself who trained in a Type A meditation training environment for over a decade, after leaving that community, there are times when I wonder, am I serious about my spiritual journey or am I now all into the letting go, relaxation path of trusting the beauty of this moment? I don\u2019t have the kind of rigor I had when I was training. Another part of me says, well good, you\u2019re taking a more feminine, balanced approach. But then I wonder am I, just basically, am I lazy? I\u2019m curious what your view is of that and how we find that balance of people who perhaps tend towards Type A, Type \u2026 go, go, go.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>Yes. Same. I mean, I\u2019ve often wondered, am I still playing my edge? Am I giving myself as much, and is there something I\u2019m not seeing? And when that comes up, it brings me to say, what\u2019s my deepest intention and longing? If I ask that, in any given moment, I can feel it just as I name it. I come back to really loving love and loving truth and trusting that love. It\u2019s almost like I\u2019m not trusting that the ego is going to keep her edge and wake up. I\u2019m trusting that awareness wants to wake up to itself. Awareness wants to be free, to love fully. Awareness wants to rest in its own wholeness. I really do think of it that way, and so I actually deepen my trust in that, that it\u2019s really OK.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> Tara, I think sometimes people might think of you as Tara. Oh, Tara is the meditation teacher who specializes in helping us deal with really difficult emotions. I\u2019m wondering what you think about that. Do you think that, oh yes, that did become part of my specialty?<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>Yes, I think that\u2019s true. I think that\u2019s the leading niche, so to speak, because on my own path, I just had to spend a lot of time working with difficult emotions and finding that the more difficult they were\u2014the shame, the sense of fundamental flawed-ness, our fear\u2014and the more difficult, the more they became this real portal to freedom. I move through that path. I have moved through and I continue to that pathway so many times that, every time I would be with difficult waves, I\u2019d rediscover in a deeper way the ocean-ness, the vastness, the impersonality, the tenderness of awareness. It became part of my passion to explore all the nuances of that with others, but it doesn\u2019t seem to leave out much.<\/span><\/p>\n

The more I feel what it includes, because for people that really go into it, opening to the waves that are difficult actually ends up revealing what\u2019s sometimes called non-identification, that it\u2019s really empty. So there\u2019s a very deep wisdom that wakes up, and it\u2019s filled with caring. It\u2019s got the whole everything that I love of that, the truth and the wisdom and the loving and the communion\u2019s all there.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> Let\u2019s see if we can make it really real for someone, this idea of something like shame, which doesn\u2019t feel like a portal. I think, to many of us, it feels like a terrible dead end where I\u2019m spinning around in a shame cycle. How could shame be a portal? Maybe you could share from a personal vantage point how shame was a portal for you in some sense, and what that was like to pass through.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>Sure. Gladly. There\u2019s been 10,000 rounds of it, so it\u2019s a very familiar pathway. The shame doesn\u2019t occur that much anymore. I remember when I got sick, and this was in my early 50s, and I spent four or five years pretty sick. It was a spiral down and I didn\u2019t know if I\u2019d get better, and so there was fear to it, but one of the most dominant feelings was I was feeling in some way that I was ashamed that I wasn\u2019t taking care of myself better, and I was ashamed that I wasn\u2019t a better patient. I didn\u2019t like the sense of irritation. I didn\u2019t like the impatience that will come up to me. The more tight I\u2019d get over not feeling well over a sustained period of time, I didn\u2019t like the self who was sick.<\/span><\/p>\n

I remember working with that, Tami, at one point, just realizing how I\u2019d added to all the unpleasantness and pain of sickness, a sense of bad self. And I got really dedicated, because as soon as I really got it, I wanted to, the way I described, love myself into healing. I really focused in on that, that feeling of shame about who I am. Here I\u2019m this dharma teacher and I can\u2019t even get sick and still stay connected. It was really powerful, because I went right into the core of the shame, that old sense of failure, of not enough, of therefore not being lovable. Because that\u2019s where it goes, that I\u2019m going to be pushed out. Shame has a sense of something\u2019s really wrong, and the fear of being rejected for it.<\/span><\/p>\n

When I could get in touch with that depth of I\u2019m unlovable, and feel the suffering of that, just really feel the suffering of it, that\u2019s where there\u2019s a tenderness. Like something larger felt tender towards the shameful place, and that was the beginning of really offering a self-compassion where I really allowed myself to feel bathed in kindness, like oh this hurts. I found it\u2019s really important to recognize this hurt. It\u2019s like, ouch. Because if we can really get the sense, the landscape of this incarnation and how this being is hurting, there is a natural tenderness that arises. It\u2019s the beginning of self-compassion. That self-compassion was incredibly full and incredibly healing. I felt really washed in loving presence and dissolving into loving presence until it just became so clear.<\/span><\/p>\n

My identity was not a sick person. My identity was not a sick person falling short. My identity was not a sick person who would never get well. It was like those were the coverings, and I was resting in this loving presence that\u2019s really the truth of what I am. It deepened my trust tremendously to make that shift from the ashamed patient to that loving presence, so it was holding this life.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> It\u2019s very helpful. It sounds like, just experientially\u2014and I\u2019m not trying to say anything about the way the reality works or anything like that\u2014but that experientially, there was this hurt, this feeling of this person. This being really is hurting right now, and then this other compassionate, loving, tender space that could hold the being that was hurting, almost two, like a big loving space. Is that part of the breakthrough?<\/span><\/p>\n

TB: <\/b>Yes. I would go back to the ocean, the waves because they\u2019re not a separate two. It\u2019s like in recognizing the hurting, there was an enlarged sense of presence just in recognizing that I was resting more in the ocean that had the space and the tenderness to create all the waves on the surface that were moving through. The shameful self was a part of my experience, but it didn\u2019t define me, and that\u2019s the shift.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> I mentioned the meditation teacher who helps us deal with difficult emotions. You can also say the meditation teacher who teaches the RAIN practice. Interestingly, in <\/span>Trusting the Gold<\/span><\/i>, there\u2019s one chapter\u2014there\u2019s more than 50 chapters in the book, short chapters\u2014where you talked about the RAIN practice. In the rest of the chapters, you offer other pointers and ways of working with difficult emotions. But I\u2019m curious if you can just connect for a moment the RAIN practice with what you were just describing as this type of self-compassion breakthrough.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>Yes. RAIN, it makes it sound like RAIN, some sort of a very particular practice over there, and it\u2019s actually, I think, that is applied meditation. It\u2019s bringing a weave of mindfulness and compassion to wherever we\u2019re stuck. In a way, all the other teachings I mentioned in the book could be seen as part of that process. But putting that aside, RAIN is an acronym. It was first, for those who are not familiar, Michelle McDonald, who\u2019s a wonderful senior Buddhist meditation teacher, first coined the acronym back, I think, in the \u201880s or \u201890s. The way I teach RAIN is actually a shift from the original because I added in self-compassion to it, which feels pretty basic. The letters stand for R is recognize, A is allow, just letting be what\u2019s here. The I is investigate, and it\u2019s not a cognitive investigation. It\u2019s actually primarily somatic, where we investigate and become more embodied in contact with whatever is going on. The N is to nurture.<\/span><\/p>\n

Then after we\u2019ve done that, after we\u2019ve nurtured, there\u2019s actually another phase, which is \u201cAfter the RAIN,\u201d and it\u2019s an important one. Just as after a real rain, it\u2019s after the rain that there\u2019s that flourishing. It\u2019s in the moment after we\u2019ve done the \u201cdoing\u201d steps\u2014recognize, allow, investigate, nurture\u2014that we can rest in and be the presence that\u2019s there, get to really know the \u201cwho we are\u201d beyond the limiting sense of a self. In the example I just gave you, I was doing RAIN.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

I was recognizing that I was feeling the overt feelings that first got to me was self-judgment and feeling really down, feeling really grim and depressed. And then I\u2019d allow that to be there. Allow means you don\u2019t judge or try to fix or in any way try to avoid. Just some moments of just let it be there.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Then the I, investigate, I ask myself sometimes, whenever there\u2019s some suffering: What am I believing? Because there\u2019s always a belief that in some way, something\u2019s wrong, and I could sense that something\u2019s wrong with me. Then the investigate is to somatically feel that in the body, that squeeze that\u2019s fearful in the chest and hollow in the belly of just a sinking feeling. The more I open to it, and the more I sensed how many times in my life I had been contracted into that sense of \u201csomething\u2019s wrong with me,\u201d that real \u201couch, this hurts,\u201d that\u2019s when I could feel a moisturizing, a tenderness start to open up.<\/span><\/p>\n

Then I could intentionally nurture, the N of RAIN, which for me is often \u2026 I put my hand on my heart or two hands on my heart and in some way call in love. Sometimes it\u2019s the sense of my own awake heart offering love to the vulnerable place. And sometimes I sense it\u2019s just through and beyond me, that loving presence that I\u2019m calling on\u2014really the great heart of the universe, the bodhisattva of compassion, whatever words we want. This feel of love and light to bathe me. And then I find it\u2019s coming from inside too. Then there\u2019s a natural letting go into that. That\u2019s what happens when there\u2019s a lot of compassion. There\u2019s a dissolving of that solidity that\u2019s hurting so much. Then \u201cAfter the RAIN,\u201d as I mentioned, was this sense of this loving presence is more the truth than any narrative, any set of feelings that come and go. It\u2019s this. That\u2019s what builds the trust.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> In <\/span>Trusting the Gold<\/span><\/i>, you share in these short chapters other, I guess I could call them reminders or maybe I might call them interventions, but then maybe that\u2019s just me. When you\u2019re suffering, here\u2019s an intervention you can try. You don\u2019t exactly offer it that way. You tell beautiful stories around these reminders. Here\u2019s one. \u201cWhen emotions are strong, my first step towards kindness is usually pausing, opening to the feelings, and telling myself \u2018This belongs.\u2019\u201d These two words, \u201cThis belongs.\u201d Since I\u2019ve read that, I\u2019ve been trying that with different things. This really works. This is terrific. This belongs. I\u2019m curious how you came upon this phrase, \u201cThis belongs,\u201d and how you use it.<\/span><\/p>\n

TB: <\/b>I\u2019m not sure how I came upon it. The image, again, of ocean waves\u2014that if we\u2019re the ocean, whatever waves that are rising along, they\u2019re just part of it. They\u2019re not going to last forever in their current shape, but they\u2019re part of it. By acknowledging the truth that they belong in that moment, there\u2019s more space that opens up. I have seen over and over again, Tami, how we fight things. I mean, that\u2019s our conditioning to think, this shouldn\u2019t be here. I don\u2019t want this to be here. This is the exact opposite of that and it undoes our conditioning, because when we\u2019re defending against the waves, we create more waves. But in the moment of \u201cThis belongs,\u201d I\u2019m actually using my hands underneath here, there\u2019s like, oh OK, so there\u2019s the space of a larger space of presence and there\u2019s room for these waves. They\u2019re part of what\u2019s the truth, the actuality of the moment. And acknowledging truth is very powerful, even when it doesn\u2019t feel good. It\u2019s freeing. That actually sets the way for us to do a deeper presence and investigation and unpacking and untwisting.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> OK. We\u2019ll throw up one more of these sentences. It\u2019s in a chapter called \u201cMeet Your Edge and Soften.\u201d You described what it\u2019s like to say to yourself, \u201cSweetheart, just soften.\u201d I wanted to hear more about that, this softening process.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>Well, it\u2019s an embodiment practice. If you imagine you have some ice and you put it in water, it melts and it becomes water. The same thing, when the body has those contractions of fear or shame or anger, whatever it is, and we actually invite softening. There\u2019s a natural letting go of the tightness, and by inviting it with kindness, just even a gesture of kindness, even remembering the word kindness ends up creating a space for softening. It just does. What I\u2019ll do is feel that ice-cube-ness and in some way, invite it to dissolve. Say: Do you feel ready to let go? And that really helps, just inviting. What I\u2019ll find is that the edges start getting wavery, and there\u2019s a releasing into the surrounds, into the field of awareness that\u2019s within and throughout. And presence actually gets stronger. It\u2019s so amazing that in the moments of softening, that the presence gets stronger and that allows for more softening. It\u2019s a virtuous cycle.<\/span><\/p>\n

The message, \u201cSweetheart, just soften,\u201d is a reminder that this is possible. In terms of how to use it, if you want to just practice with this, start with easier words. In other words, scan through the body and notice where there\u2019s tightness you\u2019re holding, just physically. It doesn\u2019t have to be some big deep strong emotion. It may be tension in the shoulders that you feel right now, and just sense if it wants to let go a little, just invite it. Say: Would you like to dissolve some? It\u2019s OK to let go. Are you ready to dissolve? You start getting the knack of it, of inviting tightness to release a bit, and it builds over time because the body\u2019s intelligent. It knows how to let go. We just need to remember it\u2019s even possible.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> Now, Tara, a couple of times now I\u2019ve said the meditation teacher who helps us deal with difficult emotions, your area of specialty. And it seems to me that part of what\u2019s really hard for people even after the turning, the recognizing, and the allowing is just feeling the utter terribleness, the utter excruciating, burning terribleness, daggers, painfulness. As you were saying, just soften. Oh, I have to go into the body and after I feel those places where I\u2019m, I don\u2019t know, getting iron rods stuck through my heart\u2014I mean, I don\u2019t know, we can get dramatic here, whatever it might be with people. How do you help people with that, with just the experiential intensity of the painful aspects of these difficult emotions?<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>Sometimes they\u2019re too painful and it\u2019s not useful, so I just want to name that. When there\u2019s trauma, and there\u2019s a sense of panic or terror, and the invitation\u2019s not \u201cdive right in and open it up and let it completely fill me.\u201d It could be re-traumatizing when we\u2019re not resourced enough. I want to name that these approaches have to be gradual, have to be done intelligently. We are habituated to feeling like we can\u2019t handle things, so playing an edge, unless there\u2019s a lot of intense trauma, can actually be really revealing and give us confidence. Wow, I can handle whatever life brings. The [inaudible 00:48:14] call that the lion\u2019s roar. It\u2019s a confidence. It\u2019s even deeper than happiness because we don\u2019t have to tense against what\u2019s around the corner so much. To come back to your question, how do we do that? How do we, when it feels really, really daggers and squeezed and just piercing and shattering, how do we open into it? There are a few ways to support it, and one is through the whole process of RAIN or through any process of working with difficult emotions: nurture all the way through.<\/span><\/p>\n

Even before you start, set that intention\u2014may I feel held in love, may there be some space for this\u2014whatever kind message you inwardly, and throughout, know that you can come back to. Whatever gestures of kindness, whatever remembrances of safety help, maybe that you have a certain person in mind that you just sense is accompanying you, or a spiritual figure maybe that you sense, the natural world of trees and streams, that you\u2019re part of that and that energy\u2019s supporting you.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

In other words, bring in what helps to make room, to make it easier, and very specifically, when I get to investigate, I often put my hand on my heart, Tami, because having my hand on my body, first of all, communicates a tender presence. I\u2019m accompanying myself. And we need company. When we\u2019re scared, we feel separate, we need company, so I\u2019m accompanying myself. Also, putting a hand on the heart begins to quiet down the sympathetic nervous system, begins to calm us anyway. I\u2019ll do long deep breathing with something when there\u2019s real agitation, so that there\u2019s ways to modulate our agitation as part of this, and they\u2019re fair. We can modulate some and we can breathe and have our hand on our heart, and still lean in and lean in and invite the difficult places to express themselves and offer presence. It\u2019s an art that we gain more and more strength as we practice, but it\u2019s doable. I find that the more intense, as I mentioned earlier, the more I open to it, the more openness is there, the more I can trust the power of that openness and awareness.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> It\u2019s helpful. It\u2019s inspiring. Thank you, Tara. OK. Let\u2019s talk more about your mom, but in this context, which\u2014you have a chapter in <\/span>Trusting the Gold<\/span><\/i>\u2014\u201dIs This Universe a Friendly Place?\u201d You share a conversation that you and your mom had after you gave a dharma talk in which you were teaching on basic goodness\u2014that that is the nature of our world, our universe. And your mom asked you some challenging questions. I\u2019m curious if you can share some of that dialog and talk to us, those people who say: Is the universe a friendly place? I\u2019m not sure. I believe in my own basic goodness inside, I believe in yours, but the whole universe itself, it might be more of a neutral place. It might not have a valence toward friendliness.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>I love this question. That\u2019s a quote, as you know, from Einstein. He says it\u2019s the most basic question we need to ask ourselves. He goes on to say, what happens if we believe that this world is intrinsically unfriendly. He says that we\u2019ll use all our technology and all of our resources to create bigger walls and weapons. He says if the other side, if we believe that it\u2019s friendly, we\u2019ll use all of our technology and all of our resources to deepen our understanding of this world we\u2019re part of. In a way, just to say that how it happened with my mom, I was giving a talk on goodness, on really trusting the gold, because there\u2019s not a difference between trusting in the basic benevolence or goodness of this world and trusting the gold.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

My mother was there. She had moved down to live with us, and so she regularly would come to my Wednesday night talks, which is totally a blast because we\u2019d drive back together and she\u2019d talk about the themes. She was a Philosophy major in college and she loved challenging me, even when she agreed with the sentiments. On this one, oh my God, she really went to town. She said, \u201cWhere is the basic goodness in racism or social injustice or capital punishment?\u201d \u2014she was avidly against capital punishment\u2014\u201cor humans violating each other and destroying the earth?\u201d That was the kind of thing. Then she went on to say, what makes goodness more basic than badness? What makes love more basic than hate? All the questions people asked. And she said, \u201cI\u2019m voting for neutral at best.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> I can imagine a lot of our listeners are right there with your mom.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>Totally. Totally. She was right. As you mentioned, we don\u2019t know. We just don\u2019t know. We don\u2019t know what\u2019s more basic cognitively. We don\u2019t know if love is more basic than our human capacity for hatred and cruelty. In current times, I think that it\u2019s really hard because we\u2019re seeing such a spike in fear that we\u2019re seeing all the limbic reactivity in the universe come out. So we don\u2019t know. There\u2019s no logical proof, and I completely acknowledge that. I shared with her why it was so meaningful to me to trust goodness, and I described my own experience. Just as you said really, my own being, the moment of loving presence feel more true, more like home, more a priority, more basic, more whole than the changing waves.<\/span><\/p>\n

I sense that this life is no different from any other life, that it\u2019s all from stardust. All life forms emerge from the same source. We might play things out differently, but we are the same basic capacity. When I trust that, that loving awareness is our essence, that it\u2019s really that the universe springs forth from it in some way. It\u2019s helpful, and the way it\u2019s helpful is if I sit here and feel like that\u2019s the source, it allows me to live more from love, less defended, more open. It just helps me in how I live. In fact, my main mantra, if they\u2019re self-taught, the main thing I tell myself is trust the gold. If in this moment, I say trust the gold, I get more sincere. Just reminding myself of that brings me more embodied into feeling what I care about and living from that.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019ll just say one final thing, that my mom, especially in the last few decades of her life, she saw the best in people and brought out the best. She\u2019s really loving. She lived as if she trusted the gold, even if she may have challenged it cognitively. I think it\u2019s a powerful view to take on. Really, what happens if I trust the gold? Just to ask that and see what happens. I find it really transformational.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> Let me check something out with you, Tara, because what I also hear you saying is if we come into trusting our own goodness inside\u2014actually, if you take all the coverings off inside, underneath, that the essence of who I am is this pure, kind, generous, loving presence, and I know that. I know that that\u2019s what\u2019s underneath. Then there\u2019s a logical extension, because I\u2019m part of the universe and that\u2019s what I am at my core. That\u2019s what the whole universe is. That\u2019s what you\u2019re saying. We were investigating it ourselves, and that\u2019s a note or a gateway or something into what the whole universe is. Is that part of what you\u2019re saying, that you\u2019re experientially, that\u2019s the path for you?<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>Yes. I can describe it logically like, well I\u2019m made of the same stuff as everything else. I come from sensing that awareness is the source for this life form. It\u2019s going to be the source for all life forms, different ways of developing and expressing and getting stock. And there\u2019s more. It\u2019s also that the more I am trusting that goodness here, the more I look at you and it\u2019s just so clear what\u2019s looking back at me. The more I see it, the sacredness in all life forms and the trees and the animals. I mean, also, trusting the gold either can bring out a lot of compassion\u2014I think of factory farming and sensing all these beings are really arising out of the same sacred essence, and the horror of the violation. Can\u2019t we value all of life? Because I really do value all of life. Doesn\u2019t mean I don\u2019t forget and get smaller and make hierarchies in my mind. I do, but there\u2019s a waking up out of that and seeing something that feels deeper and more true.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> Then finally, Tara, this podcast is called <\/span>Insights at the Edge<\/span><\/i>. One of the questions I love to ask people is, what would you say is the edge, your edge, your personal growth edge, if you will. What are you currently working with right now as a person?<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>My edge is related to what I was maybe just talking about, that in recent days in particular, Tami, it\u2019s gotten to me in a more full-bodied way, the realness of how many current species may not make it, probably won\u2019t make it, how our earth body is threatened. I mean, it\u2019s very visceral, and then the suffering in the most vulnerable people, and then all the way fears are inflaming white supremacy that\u2019s caused centuries of violence and just keeps on going. Then I mention factory farming. It\u2019s very visceral, so it\u2019s really in me. What happens when I am just that feeling, is this voice comes up: what else can I do? It\u2019s so bad. I need to do more. I mean, we\u2019re in such bad shape. It\u2019s wrong not to do more. Then I have to re-face the reality that I don\u2019t, my health won\u2019t last if I\u2019m much more active than I currently am, so what happens? And this is the process that happens to me is I get grim, like OK, things are bad and I can\u2019t do much more.<\/span><\/p>\n

Then when I notice that grimness, that\u2019s the view there, and I open underneath it, then I weep. I really feel the sadness. I just love life and I feel a sadness of life suffering, so there\u2019s loving for the world. Then what that enables\u2014and this is all when I\u2019m awake\u2014is then my next activity, whatever way I\u2019m trying to serve, I just bring more heart to it, so hopefully it serves better. It\u2019s just from caring. It\u2019s not about doing more. It\u2019s that Mother Teresa fabulous line of \u201cdoing small things with great love.\u201d That\u2019s my edge, because as I mentioned it early on, I have a lot of conditioning to always do more. And now seems a time that the world needs a lot of caring and a lot of active engagement.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> Well, I think you\u2019d be glad to know, Tara, that there are a lot of us with you doing our parts, the listeners of this program, and so you have a lot of accompaniment. Each of us can just do our part.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>That is the wisdom and the goodness of it, Tami, is that it\u2019s not an individual self, it\u2019s being these holding hands, the care, and that is a refuge.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> Wonderful conversation, Tara. Thank you so much.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TB: <\/b>Yes.<\/span><\/p>\n

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TS:<\/b> I\u2019ve been speaking with Tara Brach. We\u2019ve been talking about her new book with Sounds True. It\u2019s called <\/span>Trusting the Gold: Uncovering Your Natural Goodness<\/span><\/i>. With Sounds True, Tara Brach has also partnered with Jack Kornfield to create the Awareness Training Institute. The Awareness Training Institute offers a seven-week online mindfulness training called <\/span>The Power of Awareness<\/span><\/i>, and then people who have taken <\/span>The Power of Awareness<\/span><\/i>, some may choose to go on and actually become trained as meditation teachers. Tara and Jack have partnered together with Sounds True to create <\/span>The Mindfulness Meditation Teacher Certification Program<\/span><\/i>, a two-year online training program. You can learn more about the Awareness Training Institute at SoundsTrue.com. Thanks everyone for being with us. Thank you for your part, metaphorically, if you will, holding hands here\u2014corny as it sounds\u2014with Tara and me, all of us connected. Thank you.<\/span><\/p>\n

Thank you for listening to <\/span>Insights at the Edge<\/span><\/i>. You can read a full transcript of today\u2019s interview at SoundsTrue.com\/podcast, and if you\u2019re interested, hit the Subscribe button in your podcast app. Also, if you feel inspired, head to iTunes and leave <\/span>Insights at the Edge<\/span><\/i> a review. I love getting your feedback, being in connection with you, and learning how we can continue to evolve and improve our program. Working together, I believe we can create a kinder and wiser world. 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